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When Windows Pull Me Forward by Jessica Ni Leacai

When, in hours I held my harms from action, the winds of windows pulled me forward, And asked my leaping loneliness to plunge the night’s air affirmingly. Refusing, I reeled and remorsed these retractions, with hollowed heaving in gasping grief, … Continue reading

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Wasteful Encounters Spent by Jessica Ni Leacai

If I etched these eliminates in so much that they would abscond with your amnesties, I would never more need numbing reminders to fill the frequents of my misering in musings. You not necessary ever in overplayed overtones, A melody … Continue reading

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In the Willows, I Wept Among the Reeds by Jessica Ni Leacai

Had happiness held my hands heartened in sadness, Would I wake in a wonder of wanton faked? If love’s languishments lept me from ladders above, Would I not prolong these punishments proved wrong? Should sorrows seep soundly into my shivering … Continue reading

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Arms Not Lifted in Defiance by Jessica Ni Leacai

Calm soul, Calm lips, Speak no fury of fervency. Leap not heart, Leap not legs, A jump serves no subordination. Close ears, Close eyes, Surroundings sore you silent. Refrain body, Refrain feet, Forward motion makes haste. Hold firm hands, Hold … Continue reading

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If I had a gun by Jessica Ni Leacai

If I had a gun by Jessica Ni Leacai Gun please! I plead, the bullet, the greed, all seal the deed. Bang bang! It rang, fell flat, they lain, sound rounds again. If gun, had I, I’d pierce the sky, … Continue reading

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Things are not always what they seem

In 1997, an event happened that would change my life as I knew it. I was involved in a near fatal car crash that left me with a twisted spine, a gash to the head  and other things that are … Continue reading

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