Tag Archives: self doubt

In Stance, I am Singular by Jessica Ni Leacai

My voice, should it be a delicate vase, of clear crystal, no sharp edges curved, a ting chiming in man’s ears? My thoughts, should they be non-theoretical, of popular publishings, no substance there printed, a simple sheet for man’s mind? … Continue reading

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A Beat That Subjects Me to Want by Jessica Ni Leacai

In dreams, realisation, A frame figured in front of me. I questioned what living, This was, this disasterous dwelling done. And it made all the matter to me, to think of all the missing notes in my melody. This melancholy, … Continue reading

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Fated for Insufficiency by Jessica Ni Leacai

If had you my heart planted in your garden, Should I sprout forth my flowers in triumph, proving my love not the weeds they named me. If coiled you your branches in my damp bed, How I would water them … Continue reading

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But None The Wiser Came I by Jessica Ni Leacai

Asked for no joy, of a remedial body, And none for my ails, medicinal masters responding But in my days, the darkness came, And none for me,the beckoning bells clang And all these halls, damp in their duress, And none … Continue reading

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No Candle To Burn by Jessica Ni Leacai

The thoughts leak through me like liquid parafin Wax in no shape, no candle, wickless heart deliquesced. Merely wasted me of light, mishapen ornament bemused. Empty moments like molten lava, your excessive burning. Demolition incurred to emotes, inconsistencies of character. … Continue reading

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Disintegrated Soul by Jessica Ni Leacai

I lack the cold, you forbade me. Only ice crystals, shackle you there. Your warmth agnosises, omits a flame. What dare it, imbust fire inflamed. My furnace empty, No iced coals. You left ashes, here for winds. This poem can … Continue reading

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Yarn Burning by Jessica Ni Leacai

  Overly entangled emotions, how torturing, time, tangles them in me, I wish to rip ribbons, to revive, a rancid, rotten heart, hurt by your wastefulness, words, so woven wrecklessly in me, you are my ruin, ravager Doubtful leisured loving, … Continue reading

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